2-26-06

if my life was a hallway, it would probably look something like this:









except maybe there would only be one door, and i guess it wouldn't really be so desolate and empty looking.
but it is still kind of frustrating sometimes to not know where all these things are going.
i mean don't get me wrong, it is a whole lot of exciting too (and i realize my life could be a billion times worse than it is), but sometimes i just stop and think:
'what the hell is going on? and what if everything i am doing now turns out to be a complete waste of time?'
needless to say, thinking this doesn't do a whole lot to get me motivated, and i think i need to worry less.
but it just seems like i have to make a million decisions about my life every day, and i mean come on, am i really supposed to be able to predict what i am going to want to do a year from now, or even a few months from now?
i don't even know if anyone really knows what i'm talking about here, but whatever.
life is wierd, and a lot of people really annoy me. (don't worry, chances are if you read this you aren't one of those people)
but i guess i just have to keep on going and see what happens.
so yeah anyways, this past week has been pretty good, but i am actually really looking forward to heading home next week.
i just need a break from schoolwork and whatnot, i'm really not a huge fan of this semester so far...
this past weekend was pretty fun.
thursday was good times with allison.
friday was good times ice skating and yesterdogging.
and last night was ok at dan's, even though i wasn't in that much of a partying mood for whatever reason...
so i guess that's it for now, i have an early exam tomorow.
i promise i'll get some better pics and updates on here soon, i have just been kinda drained lately.
february remains hands down the crappiest month of the year, good thing it is also the shortest.
the end.



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