3-8-05 - spring break 05
you know the feeling. its 2:30 in the afternoon. you had a great night last night. you woke up an hour ago after a great sleep but you still have a headache. after getting some food and showering you put on some music, lay down on your bed and stare out the window for a while. sometimes you're thinking: 'man this is great, i finally can just sit here and chill by myself, listen to that cd i bought and just do absolutely nothing.' but then you think: 'god damn i must be the lamest person on the planet. i'm just sitting here on my bed and i don't even have the motivation to get up and see what the hell that thing is blinking on my computer screen 10 feet away, or read some more of that book sitting on my floor that i've been reading for the past 3 weeks. why don't i just do something useful with myself for one day?' so you lay there for a while, not moving too much because thats just wayy too much effort, and you think about things, people and ideas thtimes like these. and you think a lot about yourself, and that one girl, and yeah that other girl from a long time ago, and your friends, and your other friends, and life. then you force yourself to get up and do something. so you go to your computer, but you still have a headache so you can't look at the screen for very long. and you are so bored that you take a picture, play around with it in photoshop, and put it on your website. then you murder the english language by writing a bunch of run on sentences abat are always floating around in your brain but don't really surface until out it that probably don't even make sense. then you are done, you press enter and realize your headache is gone so you get in your car and drive somewhere to hang out and get some coffee. so, yeah...you know the feeling...or maybe its just me.
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