You're such a young
woman wasteland,
you and your foolish
ideals and your lack
of anything real to
call your own, you
and your belief that
it will happen for you,
You and your placebo
for what you call love.
You and the nicotine
stains across you
fingertips, as solid
as anything in your
pathetic little life,
You and your lovers
that never let you down,
those lovers that
send fire down your
throat and erase your
soul one day at a time---
Your Jim Beam, your
Jack Daniel, your
Black Velvet pillow
that shuttles you
into infinity on those
nights when sleep comes hard.
You and your midnights
forgotten in the arms of
someone, anyone, you'll
never call your own, you
and your cold mornings
with your guts
as entwined as the
dirty sheets on your narrow bed,
You and your placebo
for what you call love.
You and your conscience
as flimsy and
ethereal as rising
smoke from a cigarette, you
and your life as empty
as the bottles that
line your windowsill,
you and your
eternal plea for something,
for anything,
that will drown your
past away.
You're such a young
woman wasteland.